>.>    Wala na akong pakialam.. Para lang kasing laro sa kanya, Focus na ako kung ano ang meron sa akin ngayon. Bakit ba ako nagpapa-apekto? Eh, halata namang nakalimutan na niya ako. :'(                       

AND I'M COMPLETELY TORTURED.


He asked me, where do I prefer to spend a vacation if he'll give me a chance to choose one?
I thought "that" . but who cares now, in the end, I ended up answering.. "Paris". *regret* :(

NEEDS TO STUDY HARD!!! :|

Can I sleep/wake up and remember nothing about it? Can I!? Its driving me crazy.. DAMN! Its killing me slowly..

The Hardest Thing To Do. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxjAYHeGPTA


We both know that I shouldn't be here 
This is wrong 
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you 
Both of us trying to be strong 


I've got somewhere else to be 
Promises to keep 
Someone else who loves me 
And trusts me fast asleep 


I've made up my mind 
There is no turning back 
She's been good to me 
And she deserves better than that 


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do 
To look you in the eye 
And tell you I don't love you 
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie 
To show no emotion when you start to cry 


I can't let you see what you mean to me 
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free 
We're not meant to be 


It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do 
To turn around and walk away 
Pretending I don't love you 


I know that we'll meet again 
Fate has a place and time 
So you can get on with your life 
I've got to be cruel to be kind 


Like Dr. Zhivago 
All my love I'll be sending 
And you will never know cuz 
There can be no happy ending 


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do 
To look you in the eye 
And tell you I don't love you 
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie 
To show no emotion when you start to cry 


Maybe another time, another day 
As much as I want to, I can't stay 

(Ooh) 

I've made up my mind 
There is no turning back 
She's been good to me 
And she deserves better than that 


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do 
To look you in the eye 
And tell you I don't love you 
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie 
To show no emotion when you start to cry 


I don't want to live a lie 
What can I do 

Tired of dreaming, tired of hoping, tired of loving, tired of lies, tired of promises, tired of distance.


dont care if u're mad, bcos u dont hav d right to. ikaw unang nang gago.


all i jus want is to forget u, forget everything. live what is here for now and whatever on the future.
girls are all the same, so why bother jayson? bcos that will be last time to love seriously. and i wont even give a damn about girls. freak!