I do always understand you. So please, don't act that way. I do always miss you and always long to be with you. I'm sorry for acting like this lately. I'm not numb either, i know what you're going through. The problem is just me.. Yes, Love and Hatred was born together. I'm sorry for everything okay? Please do everything that will make you happy. I'm not going to interfere anymore.

I'm already on the right age. I already have the right to decide for the things for me. And I already know how to take care of self.

Tonight is the start of my real life. Please don't dare to contact me. I really hate everything on you. DAD!